Job Hunt

so, I've already sent out about 4 or 5 resumes and inquired about a couple more jobs. I found a job I want K to apply for and e-mailed him the info. you have to apply in person, or I would have applied for it for him. yeah, I'm controlling like that. ;)

I would really like to have something in line when this job ends so that I don't have to use my "bonus" to live on.

I'm thinking things will be ok. of course I am 3 months out..so I imagine I won't be less than optomistic until at least the end of July. LOL

Life goes on...

All good things must come to an end

On Tuesday I was notified that due to some changes in the business, my job would be ending at the end of August. Unless I want to move to NJ. I really like my job..and I am the one supporting our family right now. I seriously considered moving..until I saw the cost of rent in NJ. LOL

I was absolutely devestated. I understand why the changes are being made, but I am still heartbroken. It took a few hours to really *hit* and then I sat down and sobbed.

I've had 4 days for it to soak in now..and I *think* I am ok. I am starting to look for a job and thinking about other things I might like to do. I would love to get into some kind of school position that would allow me to be off when the kids are. I checked at Logans school and they have 2 positions that would equal part time if I did them both. The pay--$6.85 an hour. I don't think I can do that unless K could find something that pays a whole lot more. But--I have time to look.

I am trying to remember when God closes a door, He always opens a window. I think that's how the saying goes, right?? LOL

Keep us in your thoughts and prayers.

Potty in a Bucket

I'm worried about the work that is going to be done on the bathroom. He said we would be without a bathroom..any type of bathroom for 2 days at least!! TWO DAYS!

At least the boys are boys and they can wee-wee in the backyard if need be. Kyle says he'll set me up a bucket in the basement. *rolleyes* I am so NOT peeing in a bucket.

Luckily my mom lives 4 doors down and I can go there. what a total pain and inconvenience though. I'm thinking maybe we should just go get a cheap hotel.

If I had money I would reserve us a nice Disney vacation home and go away for a week to visit Mickey and come home to a brand new house! That would be fun!! Next time we'll do it that way!!

Asbestos is bad..mmmkay???

Cancer is such an awful disease...I was so worried the entire time that Kyle worked at HTI that he was going to end up with some sort of disease like Legionnaires or Mesothelioma. (yes, I know Legionnaires isn't cancer...I'm just saying....).I am so glad he no longer works there. Now if I can just get him to stop smoking..I can quit worrying about lung cancer!

Worried

I am really worried about my niece. She has depression issues and was in a facility last year to help her deal with some things she had going on...she asked for the help because she was SO distraught. 2 nights ago she attempted suicide. She is in a different facility now. I am just SO sad for her and worried about her. She says she is SO unhappy. She left my sisters house in November to move back in with her dad and everyone thought she as doing well. She said she is tired of pretending she is happy. It's all very very sad and I am sad that I live so far away. :( Please keep her in your prayers.